| Demon Cleaner |
[Nov. 19th, 2006|11:27 pm] |
YAAY!
i know the demon cleaner |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|05:45 pm] |
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No one comes out anymore, gang of inbreds |
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| please |
[Oct. 8th, 2006|04:35 am] |
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I need help. someone, anyone, please cheer me up. I need it more than ever. someone for once tell me, what is wrong with me. i need to know. i have to. cos il lose any sense of reality i have left if this carries on. |
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| Lost Dogs. 1. 6 |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|02:47 am] |
Ooh, yeah. Ooh, yeah.
Mmm, Wide awake and he shakes in a panic. Never woke up alone ever before.
Had his woman long as he can remember. Tries to forget but he can't, he can't.
Out of bed and he dreams in the shower. She's standing naked and apologizing.
Reaches for her till his mind becomes blood hot. Woken up to be burned burned again.
Go it alone. You got it so it goes.
Gonna breathe and I said, "I can't take it any other way."
On the streets he's walking wounded. Doesn't smile for the child at play.
Thoughts of suicide and alleviation. Anything to get his heart off of the coals.
Does he fly away or just talk about it? Like a seagull born to cry in the wind.
Own experiences lead to a younger. All-alone you will meet the one who lies in wait.
Go it alone. You got it so it goes.
Try to breathe while you can. You can't take it any other way. Yeah, yeah.
I can help myself don't talk to me.
I can help myself don't talk to me.
I can help myself. Myself.
I can help myself don't talk to me.
I can help myself don't talk to me.
I can help myself don't talk to me.
I can help myself. Myself.
I can help myself don't talk to me. I can help myself.
Wide awake and he shakes in a panic. Never woke up alone ever before.
Had his woman long as he can remember.
Tries to forget but he can't... he can't... he can't... he can't...
I can help myself don't talk to me. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|12:10 am] |
why am I still here?
nothing to live for
no hope
no senses
why am I still alive? |
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| Riot Act - 10 |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|07:49 pm] |
Its a disease,... and theyre all green
It emminates from their being
Agitation,.. with occupation
And like weeds,.. with big leaves
Stealing light from whats beneath
Where they have more,...
Still they take more
Course I know,.. then I dont
Theres a stoway with my throat
Its deceiving
I dont believe him
We can scream,.. out our doors
Behind the wall a fat man snores
In his dreams hes,...
Choking on leaves
Well I guess
Theres nothing wrong with what you say
Believe me
Just asking you to sway
No white
Or black
Just grey
Can you feel this,..
World with your heart and not your brain? |
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| Right, thats it, I've fucking had enough |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|01:10 am] |
someone please right fucking now tell me what the fuck I've done to deserve to live such a fucking shitty life.
Everytime I see them I die a little bit more. Because I should be him and everyone fucking knows it.
All I give is love. It's not enough to anyone anymore.
I'm broken. Only one person can fix me. But they won't. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 6th, 2006|10:39 pm] |
Seeing as people are writing stuff about music....
I heard "C'mere" by Interpol today for the first time in months.
It nearly made me a blubbering wreck in work.
Such a great song.......now I get it |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 11th, 2006|12:20 am] |
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I need to open up. My soul is getting battered. When I do, someone isn't gonna be happy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|02:24 am] |
win't be a problem anymore. I have problems, more than everyone will ever know. I dispise myself for them.
I know what I'm like. The problem you might know about is alive. My other one I hate. My darkest feelings keep sufacing. I have nothing to smile about.
Don't wprry. I have nothing to offer to no one. I don't want to be here |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 4th, 2006|01:06 am] |
| [ | music |
| | The Doors - Five To One | ] |
Theres a number of things in life that can keep me sane and make me want to forget everything.
I wouldn't change them for the world.
I was born and I know I will die
The inbetween is mine
I Am Mine |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 13th, 2006|12:18 am] |
I need help
Doing what I'm doing isn't good for anyone
I'm afraid |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 10th, 2006|05:57 pm] |
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something new......maybe....hehe |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 31st, 2006|12:16 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Subways - Holiday | ] |
as a couple of people once wrote "love goes 50 ways, I dunno which way to go, love goes 50 ways and my head feels like a smashed window".
It's doing my head in. The three poeple in it. One I accept, I've learnt to cos I had to. One is a no no that I already knew about but it still doesn't stop me on those rare occaisions I see her. The other is one which has only just started to enter me. Which she really shouldn't, but because I'm an open person with different beliefs on things like this. I don't want to start to go through my usual pattern in my head with this one though. One little man on one shoulder says I should let her run wild in my dreams. The other says to take a step back. The thing in between wants to add a forth. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2006|07:40 pm] |
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for the first time in months I can safely say my head is clean and clear with nothing there grabbing onto it just for annoyance. And it feels good. Roll on summer |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|01:45 am] |
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the fickle fascination of an everlasting god you know I'm not dead |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 9th, 2006|06:19 pm] |
I know its old but you know what to do
20 songs on random, pick a line and write it here, see who can get them
1. I'll burn my heart out before I give up
2. Wobles bleed trunchons and shields
3. Brothers sisters can't you see the future's owned by you and me
4. I love myself better than you
5. Hook, line and sinker she's my heroin
6. My only lie if I should die, don't make me cry, feeling is meaningless
7. Dressed again and low on water, you're more beautiful than ever
8. Forget it now forget it there, we'll hang around without a care
9. Someone better slap me before I start to rust
10. I got the sexual inuendo of your burned out paradise
11. This is just a night in the city of culture, where everyone's whack and looks like vultures
12. I spoke into his eyes I thought you died alone, a long long time ago
13. I wanna fly I wanna ride with you
14. You're the outclassed, you're the underclass, but you don't care, because you're living fast
15. He said I know you, you know me, one thing I can tell you is we got to be free
16. Well I know what I want, and it's all that I've got
17. Just go go back to your bright lights
18. Where you gone for tommorow?
19. We don't like you we just wanna try you
20. Does it make you feel bad when you don't know which way to go? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Cold Light | ] |
I don't remember a thing from saturday, other than a knowing feeling that I gotta move on if I'm gonna get back to my old ways. That's what I plan to do |
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